Unexpected surprises do happen


When you've been stuck to write on a page that is called Being Stuck Sucks and someone submits their contribution. A lovely, unexpected surprise. And way to set the standard:

F*ck, being stuck sucks
It sucks!
It sucks!

F*ck being stuck sucks!

In a house
In a boat,
In a car,

In a nicer house
In a nicer boat
In a nicer car

F*ck! Does it suck!

Unstucking!
Not
Mind f*cking

Not,
Rocket
science

Maybe,
brain
Surgery?

But I'm not trapped,
Its not even a rut
I'm stuck
It's me,
it's myself,
I'm sitting
in my way

So easy now
Why stand

Sitting does just fine
For blocking my way

So I'll sit for a while

Maybe,
something will rescue me
Maybe,
I'll just sit till I die


Thousands of choices
Millions of outcomes

Forsaking momentum
For fear of the outcome

I sit in my hole,
Watching and watching

Thinking
Pondering
Weighing them all

If I do this, I lose that
If I do that, I lose this


Nothing matters
So why
Does

It!
Matter!
So!
Damn!
Much!
To me!

There's no competition to win
That's probably the problem

My loved ones
Will love me

I don't do this for them.

I do this for me
Right?
I do,
Don't I?

Was I born in a rut?
Being stuck sucks

What if the
20th dream
Doesn't
Make me happier
Than the rest

So I pace
Round and round
In this pit in my head

circle after circle
ruts deepen
Thoughts loop

Feels like progression

You can't create it alone,

But You can't rely on others,

But You can't create alone,

But You can't rely on yourself

But, You can't create on your own.

So if you can't do it, and nobody can help

Make it smaller,
shoot for the stars
Land in the trees
Be better off
Just wait
You'll see

It's a f*ckin dream
you're building
Stupid!
Did you think
It would be easy
Or
free of charge

Dreams are but dreams
Execution is hard

You can't run from the question.

Will you
kill someone else's
So they can help
Build yours.

So I sit in this pit
Thinking
I'm selfish
I'm bad.
What if I fail.
How could I
Do
someone
Like that.

Just get up
Do something
Stop being
A sad sack.

I miss the old feeling
I wish it'd
come back

I need to care about
my dreams, my desires

To Prove the world wrong!
Honestly, no
The world doesn't
Even know me

To Prove to the world I Exist...
Wow, shit that's not good.

Note to self...

Maybe, you don't know what you want,
Maybe figure that out. Not now, that would be bothersome but some day, maybe when you are too old to do anything about it. Figure it out.

Know happy and fulfilled are 2 different things. You confuse them a lot it seems.

End of note.


Ring... Ring... Ring...
.
Hi it's Collaboration...?
.
.
Who this?
...
You don't remember me?
...
You have the wrong number leave me alone.
Wrong number, Wrong number
Please
Leave me alone.
.
I'm very busy.
Thinking in circles
Day in and day out
.
Don't waste my time!
Only I can do that!

Click!!!!!

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